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God is so good! i know i’ve been bad not being able to go to mass regularly, not praying pa nga e! but even if i fail a lot, God still gives me good things. kahit bad na ko binibiyayaan p rin Nya ko. super thank God tlga! i may sound like a religious person, but honestly, m not, faithful lng… believer lng. =)

yaya, you’re such a pussy! ay! loser pala! hahaha! work has been so stressful, toxic and frigid! i thought getting out of mci will make my life easier, but then, i was wrong! gevalia, my new campaign… i loved coffee eversince, but i didn’t know that at this moment in my m.f. life… how coffee can be so complicated! OMG! i swear to God! i really didn’t expect that! coffee isn’t even a necessity in most people’s lives, but they participate in my daily routine as pain in the butt! like a virus, like a disease! but, i’m thankful that i still have my job and i admit that i’m still a caffeine dependent. haay! just wanted to vent out. i wanna give myself and the rest of the sups in gevalia a tap at the back. and to all the reps of gevalia, ure doing a fantastic job!

Fall For You

There's a right or wrong to know for everything

And the truth is somewhere written in between

But there's always something missing in the dark

There you'll find the true condition of the heart

Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,

And it's not as far away as it may seem

But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key

To the question that defines my destiny

I've been in love, a time or two

I've seen the world, when i'm with you

I wanna fly and spread my wings

I don't wanna cry, I wanna sing

I wanna live and take a chance

I'm not afraid to love again

I wanna fall, fall for you

And I want you to fall for me too

I've had  plenty conversations with my heart

Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart

So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure

And it answers me because your heart is pure

I have every expectation that is true

Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you

But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key

To the future that becomes our destiny

Unto the mountain snow that melts into the stream

My heart goes like a river to sea

To the heavens up above, 

I pray to God our destiny is love

plan num 3 was executed but not that properly ‘coz the color i want didn’t show. maybe i had my hair uncolored for the longest time so when i attempted to have it colored, it didn’t really take effect. but that’s ok… what’s most important is that i was able to do all the things in my checklist. goodbye to the days that if i don’t fix myself. this is my time to shine! haha! =D

plan num 2: rebond… ? hehe done! well… actually, it’s been 2 weeks since i had it done. i just didn’t have the time to go online that long just to check and update my friendster and other stuff. the next thing to do is also a major change. we’ll see. =D

plan num 1: haircut… done!!! hehe! it felt nice having the haircut. really felt like i have a good start. not much of a difference except there are more bangs. next week will be a better one bec of a better make over!

i know i’m alone and i feel empty… but i will change that all. i wanna get my life back and be normal again. i just want to be that happy tanie again even w/o bogart. it may be a little too late to start, but i will do it. i’ll start it w/ a haircut…

why do i always have to do things that i know will hurt myself? it’s stupid but i chose to be one. i cld’ve simply stopped and walked away, but i didn’t. i still became the resourceful person that i am, and people who love me still support me w/ my stupidity. although i know they’re not supporting me as in letting me die slowly, i just know that they want me to indulge w/ what i want to do and happen and get tired w/ it, til i realize it’s not gonna work anymore. i know this pain will end. i will stop being pathetic. i’ll be on the right track… i will let go… =’(

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way I hear your voice anymore

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs (I’m so sick of love songs)
So tired of tears (And I’m so sad, I’m so sick of love songs)
So done with wishin’
You were still here (Said that I’m so blue, I’m so sick of love songs)
Said I’m so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Hey)
Why can’t I turn off the radio (Why can’t I turn off the radio)
Why can’t I turn off the radio